I'm BAaaaaack

I know! Can you be back from something that you didn't really start in the first place? No I don't think so. So this is a Fresh start I suppose. I started this because I wanted my own space to write creatively and talk about books I really love.

What happened?

Well I did talk about my depression in the first post and I did write 3 draft posts but then just never posted them. Probably because I thought they weren't good enough and also the absolute anxiety (which I also have all the time) caused me to freak out about having to share all this with what ever social media following I may or may not have. I was also probably busy or just plainly avoiding this because of my perceived failure and just giving up. I also just kind of stopped reading a lot. I've probably only read 3 books this past year. I would have a lot of time to read on my commute to NYC on the train. COVID -19 lockdown happened and you think you have a lot of time on your hands and your right but then also Depression and anxiety kicked in to the max. And between starting this blog and the beginning of the VID I was super focused and prioritized on getting healthy, losing weight and all that shit went out the window start March 2020 like everything any of us had going on at that time.

Why now?

I still have a lot of time on my hands, I am now back at it trying to get healthy, lose all the weight i put back on during lockdown. I work from home full time now after I got a new job at the end of last year, and I really want to get this ball rolling again. I love books, writing I have 2 dogs now since starting this we gained 1 and I have a small houseplant and garden obsession that I really want to share here. I'm no pro at any of these things but I know that I learn a lot from other people who have done stuff before me and who doesn't like a good book recommendation every once in a while. I don't know how regularly be posting but I really should keep up with it even if I just post once a month. I will also have to gain some balls and start sharing on my socials if I actually want to help people. I think that will be the hardest part in all this. I'm really looking forward to this so hopefully I can stick with it this time! Wish me luck.