Down the Rabbit Hole

As you may have read in the about me section, I glossed over the 2-year depression I suffered. I didn't want to go into too much because I want this site to be so much more than that. But it is a huge part of my life and I don't just want to gloss over it. I didn't even really think I was depressed until I was alone and really thought about it.

I did what any good armchair doctor does and goes to Web MD. Thankfully, I didn't even really think I was depressed until I was alone and really thought about it. I did what any good armchair doctor does and goes to Web MD. Thankfully I didn't have finger cancer or something ridiculous like that. I realized what I was experiencing and feeling could be depression. This was probably sometime at the end of 2018. The thing was I didn't tell anyone and was still kind of in denial myself. So I just dove deeper down the rabbit hole that was my depression.

Let's go back 2 years where it all started. I think I could probably pinpoint it if I really look hard enough. I was 25 years old. Going on 26 in those coming months. Spring was turning into summer and something happened to me that I never thought would happen to me, but everyone always says these things will happen someday.

I want to use this blog as a tool to help with my depression. I want to use it as a place to put my thoughts and feelings, stories and experiences I have going forward. I want to use this space to kick start my creative writing. I also want to share my perspective and experiences however mundane they might be sometimes. I am currently starting to lose weight. I was at my highest weight a few months ago, depressed and lost. I'm now losing weight, still a little lost but less depressed. I have a vision I want to create, a destination I want to get to. I want to share this with all of you. I hope you guys can stick around for the journey along with me.

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